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𝓲𝓵 𝓭𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓸𝓻𝓮. ([personal profile] dottori) wrote2022-10-16 11:08 am
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[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-10-16 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Lapis had, for the brief moments she left the opulence of the palace and descended into the sterile environment of the laboratories, wondered if this truly was the best idea. She's no stranger to the rumours that float around, especially regarding the Harbingers...

But this was also a chance she couldn't let slip by. Even if arranging a meeting hadn't been as difficult as she had planned - she knew her family had strong ties to the Fatui, something her mother cultivated over the years while establishing her "information network", but she wondered just how deep those ties were. At least now it's something she can use.

And now she's here, willing herself to remain calm as she waits in the office. She does nothing to acknowledge the guard, instead simply casting her eyes around the space; she certainly doesn't cut much of an intimidating figure, clad in a pristine white coat that pointed towards the wealth she was raised in and which almost enveloped her completely.

The sound of the door opening catches her attention, bright gold flicking over to Dottore as he steps in, her budding anxiety meaning she opts to stand. Not that her feelings show, her expression perfectly neutral as she gives a polite nod in greeting. ]


Dottore. [ Her eyes follow as he brushes past her, quietly attentive as she nods once more. ] Yes, I do. I wished for your help with, ah...

[ A pause, mulling over the right word before finally settling. ]

An experiment.
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[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-10-17 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Not being able to see his eyes is off-putting, but she remains unflinching and unfazed as she absently shifts on her heels. She does wonder if this is truly the best route to take, but there's little else available to her and he's the only one with the knowledge and skill to potentially help her.

So when he asks her what she seeks, her voice is slower than normal; still carefully choosing her words even as she speaks them. This is important, after all, the reason why she travelled so far and is stepping into something dangerous. ]


I want to know what I am. [ No answers were ever given as she grew up, not when she could see things others couldn't and wield the darkness as an extension of herself. Even when she found herself recovering from apparently mortal wounds, she was no closer to any sort of truth.

So now she'll do whatever she can to seek it out herself. ]


I don't have a vision, but I have abilities that I don't fully understand. And I can't get answers anywhere else.

[ Which is why she's turning to him. ]
crisantemo: (heart made of glass)

[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-10-19 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't believe her words outright, and Lapis would've been surprised if he did. It's incredibly far-fetched, after all, to have powers of some unknowable origin; like something out of some fantasy novel. But it's something she's lived with and cultivated over the years, before she could roam free and experiment even further. See how shadows bent and warped to her will, how death both evaded and gathered around her.

Then he makes that offer, and she knows that this is stepping ever closer to more dangerous territory. She should leave, should take back the offer and step out, pretend this never happened. But she stays rooted in place, eyes drifting to the side as she considers. What would she be willing to do... ]


It depends on what it would take for you to believe me. [ No matter how little or how much. ]

I could simply offer to just show you, but I imagine that won't be enough.
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[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-10-25 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's caught his attention, and now she just needs to keep a hold of it. If she can convince him, then it's one step closer to her own goal, despite the constant simmering of anxiety over the situation. But she still presents as calm and unflinching as ever, the chill of that smile washing over her.

"Show me", he says, and Lapis has to debate for a moment the best way to. Anything too over the top would be revealing her hand too early, but it has to be something noteworthy enough that it can't be passed as some sort of act or trick... A simple summoning should be enough, then.

For a moment there's just quiet stillness, though a change becomes more clear as the shadows at her feet start to shift - reaching up to swirl at her ankles, as it expands itself further along the floor. The creeping edges of it come to a stop soon enough, only covering the area just around herself in darkness as the wisping shadows start to take a shape. What soon emerge are chains, clinking and wrapping around her ankles and coiling up to float just over her shoulders; jagged ends pointing down, to make it clear that there's no threat.

She would rather not have the guard react, after all, though she doubts this little display will help. And still, there is no shift in her façade - still she watches Dottore, as if she didn't morph her own shadow under her feet. ]


Will this suffice?
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[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-10-25 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Relief slowly filters in when it's clear her little example was enough, shoulders sagging as some of the tension finally drains from her. It seems she has finally achieved what she set out to do, or at least the first step, and she will take whatever small victory that she can.

Especially as it seems things will not always be so simple from here. Dottore bridges that gap and Lapis stubbornly remains in place, eyes fixed on where she assumes his eyes would be (she's starting to loathe that mask, how it makes it impossible to gauge him); unwilling to let herself flinch back even as he reaches for her jaw. He will at least feel how it tenses under his grip, her mask fracturing only slightly in how her eyes narrow - in how the chains shift and twist when he leans in too close, moving as if they were living things.

She came here knowing some of the potential outcomes, and now it's being presented to her. Becoming Dottore's test subject... A fate many would consider worse than death. ]


Alright. [ But she knows she'll be able to withstand anything he does to her. So long as she can get the answers she desires, she'll offer herself to him and whatever his machinations may be.

She would be lying, if she told herself she wasn't worried. But it's easy to take those feelings and shove them aside, ignore them when her goal inches closer within reach. ]


So long as you help me, I'll do whatever you wish.
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[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-11-05 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ Lapis is a split-second too late to stop the hitch of breath as his thumb trails against her jaw, the touch strange for someone so distant from everyone around her. But besides the brief tense of muscle, there's no attempts to lean back or flinch; stubbornly, she keeps up the wall of apathy, wanting to present herself as unaffected as possible. No matter how far from the truth that is.

But she can't stop herself from blinking at the smile (though those pointed teeth aren't comforting), and the thanks that comes along with it. Of course, she can maybe understand it from a scholars point of view - not many can boast such a control over death, and she's aware of how many questions her powers could answer. But it's something she never considered, only wanting answers about what she is. Though if she could offer than much in return... ]


Then I'm... glad I'm able to help. [ And for the first time, she sounds hesitant. She was expecting many things, but thanks wasn't one of them.

At least him mentioning where she should stay lets her gloss over her slight fumble, and she takes a moment to consider. Of course, staying somewhere in the city is far more appealing; it would allow her to roam and do as she pleases, when he doesn't need her for any studies or experiments. But despite it seeming like the obvious answer, she still takes a moment to consider - canting her head to the side as brows furrow, weighing the options. ]


I will stay here. People would eventually notice me coming and going if I stayed in the city, so the less attention, the better.

[ And unless it's from him, she doesn't want to deal with any probing questions. She knows just her being here might perk some curiosity amongst others in the Fatui, and currently she would prefer to keep a low profile. ]

... Though if I did need to head outside for anything, I can travel by shadow if necessary. It's just a bit inconvenient sometimes.

[ Placement of shadows, density... She would rather not travel somewhere only to find the best exit method is through the ceiling. Her skills are still limited, in a sense, so there's only so much she can do until she has more control. ]
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[personal profile] crisantemo 2022-11-07 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ She knows that now she's offered herself to be a subject, having his focus on her is something she should expect. But it makes her... oddly nervous, hands absently twisting into the fabric of her coat as she suppresses any urges to fidget. It's simply yet another feeling she shoves aside and smothers, unwilling to let her guard down. Rumours may just be rumours, but they have their origins and Dottore has more than a few unpleasant ones attached to his name. Though so far he's shown himself as... not as unpleasant as she had feared, but it could also be due to how she has, or more accurately she is, something of interest.

But it's something she doesn't dwell on, golden eyes glancing towards her new guides once that door is opened, before back to the doctor. Rest would be good, though she knows sleep will be difficult as it always is. But she simply nods as she goes to follow the guards, only to blink once again at his parting words - briefly hesitant, before she softly speaks as she drifts out the door. ]


... Good night, Dottore.


[ She hadn't been expecting much from her accommodation, so she's certainly glad for the private shower. Which she spends far too long in, she's always been terrible with handling the cold, before she lays herself onto the bed for some kind of rest. Any dips into sleep are plagued by the usual whispers of spirits, things that are far more emboldened in the dark and claw at the edges of her awareness. It doesn't help that there's the stirring of anxiety on top of that, unwilling to let herself relax completely.

But she's no less worse for wear when morning arrives - opting for porridge for something simple and filling despite her lack of appetite, before she navigates her way to the laboratory. There's only the briefest moment of hesitation before she pushes the door open, letting herself glance around before taking a seat as instructed. At first her eyes drift to the vials, the colours catching her attention, only to quickly settle on Dottore - that faint tease prompting a gentle huff from her. ]


As well as I ever do. [ Her response is wry, less chilled and guarded compared to yesterday. She pauses, letting her hands drift to her lap as her fingers twist together; brows raising in faint curiosity. ]

So... What should I be expecting today?